Mother’s last diary noting
By
P.R.Ramachander
(Based on a whatsapp message in tamil)
The golden son whom I fondled
Lifting him over my head ,
Has grown up above my head
I have one fear , Will he some day,
Say “Do not interfere in my affairs.”
Oh son , never ever say that.
As soon as I hear it I will die
When you were a baby,
You used to ask me silly questions,
And I with a smile , used to always reply.
When I become old , I may ask you,
Silly questions like a baby,
Never ever shout”shut up”
My mouth may not open after that.
When you were baby, you used to drop,
All the food you take , here and there,
With a smile, I used to pick them up,
In my old age, due to hands that shiver,
If I drop the food, Do not shout at me,
Afterwards I may not take any food at all.
When you were a baby , always my Saris,
Used to smell of your urine,
I used to feel it was the scent of Arabia,
And in old age , unable to control,
If I spill some times urine here and there,
Do not shout at me , to be carefull,
And say this smell will go away only when you die,
For afterwards, I may never ever open my eyes and die
I should die, when I have capacity to walk,
To the cremation ground myself,
Please son, please do not put me in an old age home,
There were days , when I used to starve and feed you food,
There were days when I never slept , so that I can look after you,
And you have grown up this big drinking my milk that was my blood,
At this time of my life , all that I want ,
Is to close my eyes surrounded by you all,
Please, please my son, fulfill my this last wish”
I am writing all this, not because of the wish,
That you will understand me and shed a tear ,
On reading all this , but with a wish,
That no mother will ever have to write like this.
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